Dear 670g… P.O.S… my dearest P.O.S.,
I’m sorry if this comes as a surprise to you, but I feel as though I’ve been open and honest all along about my disappoint in you and your behavior in the last several months…well the last year really. We were so great in the beginning. You made me so happy, and nothing will ever take that away from me. I hope you feel the same way… But something changed along the way, and I realized you just weren’t making me happy anymore. It was too much, too quickly, and I told you that. But you just could not STOP IT. I mean c’mon, the constant pings and rings and buzzes. You had to have known it just wasn’t sustainable. And they really felt like there was no reason! I mean I hate to say it, but I know I have fault in this because I started ignoring you and your constant attempts, endless attempts, to get my attention.
But that’s beside the point, because you know what I’m getting at here… Look, I just want to say thank you. For all of the good times, and the bad. And for really kicking my butt into shape to become a better person. I know that that’s all you ever wanted - was for me to get better. Sure, it may not have been the emtionally healthiest way to get there. But I do need to thank you for putting that fire under me. To make me realize that I needed to do better for myself. That is thanks to you, and I will always appreciate you for that.
But I just can’t do this anymore. I need someone who is going to listen to what I want and not constantly bug me for their own insecurities. And I need someone who is going to make me feel safe and secure. You just don’t do that. You just can’t do that. You did at one time, but I’ve changed as a person, thanks to you, to realize that that security was all a facade. And a toxic one for me.
I know this is selfish of me, but I’m done. I need to be done for my safety and my sanity. Thank you for all of your help in getting me to the person I am today, and I’m sorry to have to do this. I’m also sorry to say that I just can’t remain in contact or remain as friends with you. I hope you can understand.
All the best,