TWO WEEKS LATER:
Several things happened while tapering off of the Gabapentin. I say this so that you may be informed in case you are ever in my circumstances.
First off, and this is my fault entirely, was that I was a little too eager to get off of it and get it out of my system. I titrated too quickly and I went through a miserable withdrawl. I actually thought I had CoVid, even after testing negative and having all of my vaccinations including the Booster shot of Moderna. My body ached as if I had the Flu. I had a headache that was so painful, even the opioids I took with Xtra Strength Excedrin couldn’t relieve me. I had to sit in the dark bc lightness was unbearable, I was thoroughly exhausted day and night. ALSO, my BGs went crazy. I was high when I am usually on the lower side of my TR. I went low when I would normally b a little high. And I was trying to use TBs to manage the swings, but nothing worked. I couldn’t find any patterns from one day to the next that would let me know how to properly manage the BG swings.
So, as stated, I am still not 100% back in my groove. And, since I have been off all of these meds (Lyrica, Elavil,and the Gabapentin), my BGs have gone much higher and I have needed to adjust my entire pump basal rates from morning to night. Nothing as what it was beforehand. Its crazy .
On the good side of things, I’ve lost almost all of the weight that I gained while on this drug. Pregnant looking tummy is now flat and toned, legs are thinning normal again. Almost able to fit back into my trusted blue jeans and out of these sweatpants (although, admittedly, I do love wearing the sweats .)
And I havent been dieting to lose this weight. And its the holidays of gorging. The other night I went low and couldn’t get my BGs up safely; I ate 1/2 a Costco Pumpkin Pie to myself. (it did the trick, eventually.)
The other thing, was that I was practically bed-ridden from the sheer exhaustion of it all. I wasn’t able to exercise or make my PT appointments. This lasted 10 days. My sleep was fitful and although I was sleeping a lot, it wasn’t restful sleep. I didnt feel restored or recuperated.
And now, although I am physically feeling better, I am still not 100%. I have been able to get outside and walk (maybe some of you saw my silly pictures on the Swimming thread??) And the fresh air is rehabilitative, so I’m keeping at it.
Unfortunately, the pain that the medications were controlling have returned and I hate that. But I’ve made my choice. Pick between the consequences of my choices. I have chosen to b in more pain than live inside another persons body. Just say’in.
signing out,
DM