https://www.endpain.com/stories-letter-to-a-new-diabetic--f809906934d972a4ba989494f4c0bc9ba14e5a96
Very moving, thank you for posting.
We donāt all feel like her. I do all she does every day also, not just for a week: I log everything I eat and inject, and my BG. Sometimes I forget to log, but on the whole I log almost everything. I also decide how much to inject when I am high and how many carbs to eat when I am low. Most of the time I guess better than my dad what I need. I donāt have a pump but I do MDI. But itās just something I have: I donāt hate it, except maybe when I have to stay up at night because I am low. And it may be helping her, but itās not helping me: diabetes is tiring. But it is just a thing. Everyone has conditions. This is what I have.
I was really able to relate to her opening paragraphs: diagnosed DKA, in a mental fog, the fingersticks and peeing all the time.
This is the mentality that I hope my son has with him when heās your age, and older. Most of the time āmind setā is everything. Kudos to you and your parents for fostering such a positive (and true). Sometimes, itās hard to see the forest for all the treesā¦but when you can still see the forest, itās so beautiful.
Proud to know you guys.