Yeah?? There’s almost nothing you’ve said that I’ve doubted in the LEAST, but this… I’m not so sure. I really don’t want to sound negative, but I feel like this thing gets me everyday. Either I spend an endless amount of time controlling it (and hoping whatever damage I’ve done, because there is some, can be stopped in its tracks), OR choosing NOT to put in this kind of time and seeing my numbers take to the skies as fast as I can mutter “not today.”
This sounds so pity- pottish. I used to think I could “beat it” without insulin. I skimped on that for a really long time. It wasn’t all being stubborn though… it was more a result of depression. I’m not depressed anymore… and I know I can give this thing a run for its money but not without investing a lot… or, if I’m not willing, losing even more.
Okay. That was blah.