It sucks. it’s hard. It takes so much energy and is so draining. Hang in there! All we can do is be kind to ourselves, accept that perfection isn’t possible, but keep trying to do things better the next day.
I’ve been trying to “fix” my son’s basal, bolus and ISF rates now for a few months and every time I think I make progress, something changes. I don’t think other people can understand how unimaginably frustrating that is…And I’m sure it’s worse for him, as he’s also dealing with the crummy feelings associated with high- and low-blood sugars.